betenoire05's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- There is Love...Mostly* Yesterday was Jack and my fifteenth wedding anniversary. Jeez, I've been married forever- fifteen years to Jack, five years to the loser, druggie, priest-wannabe before him. I've only spent two years of my adult life unmarried. I'm still not sure if this is a "good thing" or not. I know that when I get Itchy Feet in this marriage, it usually has to do with control/freedom issues, not attraction to some new guy. If for some reason I find myself unmarried at some future time, I will not remarry. Two marriages is my limit. Sorry St. Paul, some days I feel that it would indeed be better to burn than marry. Yeah, I'm a real romantic. Well, I guess it's time to get off my lazy butt and try to locate a little Christmas cheer. Seen any? The boys are going to find a tree tomorrow. Time to start decorating, baking, wrapping, and stressing. I simply refuse to fall into the "Christmas for a month" trap. I really despise the rampant consumerism of Christmas (who doesn't). I spotted Christmas decorations out before Halloween this year. Hey, I live in the South. It was hot outside. Weird. That said, Christmas is easily my favorite religious holiday. Easter was just way too scary for me growing up. When I was really young, the Stations of the Cross used to terrify me. Betrayal, torture, and crucifixion- aawww! And parents worry about Halloween scaring their offspring. Huh. Well, I'm beginning to ramble, so I'm off to discover if I still have a counter under all those dishes. Later. 12:58 p.m. - December 18, 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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